Yes, I’m Gay - Discovering My Truth: My Journey to Acceptance with Moriel Health Center

Growing up, I always felt like a puzzle piece that didn't quite fit. As if everyone around me effortlessly floated in the river of life, while I struggled, caught in its tumultuous currents. It wasn't until my late teens that the source of my internal turmoil became evident: I was coming to terms with the realization that I am gay.

This revelation didn't come as a single, defining moment but rather as a series of little nudges, whispers, and feelings. Like when my friends gushed about crushes of the opposite sex, and I couldn't relate. Or the flutter in my stomach when I looked at someone of the same gender. However, acknowledging these feelings was like opening Pandora's box, releasing a maelstrom of emotions: fear, shame, and a deep sense of isolation.

Why did I feel this way? Part of it was society's not-so-subtle undertones about what's considered "normal." Another chunk stemmed from personal experiences of witnessing friends and acquaintances face prejudice due to their sexuality. I became terrified of being ostracized, losing loved ones, or becoming a subject of mockery.

During one particularly challenging period, a close friend mentioned the Moriel Health Center, sharing how they helped her navigate through her personal challenges. Desperate for clarity and understanding, I took the step to schedule an appointment.

The environment at Moriel was my first solace. Instead of judgment, I was met with warmth and genuine understanding. My therapist, with an uncanny ability to listen without prejudice, provided me with a space to unpack the layers of confusion, fear, and suppressed feelings.

Our sessions delved deep. We explored the trauma of years of self-suppression, the societal pressures, and the fear of judgment. My therapist introduced me to techniques and tools to deal with anxiety, self-doubt, and internalized prejudices. The most transformative aspect, however, was the way Moriel Health Center made me feel seen. Validated. Understood.

With time and guidance, my perspective shifted. Rather than seeing my sexuality as a burden, I began to embrace it as an integral part of who I am. The journey wasn't easy, but it was essential. Alongside my personal growth, I also learned to build bridges with loved ones, helping them understand and accept my truth.

Today, as I pen this down, I'm filled with gratitude for my journey and the safe harbor that Moriel Health Center provided during my stormiest times. To anyone reading this and grappling with their identity or any challenging feelings, remember: your journey is valid, you deserve understanding, and there are places and people ready to support you every step of the way. Your truth is beautiful, and so are you.